Hugh Seidman: Now a Window Is Dark
Born in Brooklyn in 1940, Hugh Seidman, who died earlier this month, wrote tensile lines forged with scientific and prophetic fire from Collecting Evidence (1970) onward. The title of one of his later books, Somebody Stand Up and Sing, suggests the oracular power of his work. May his memory be for a blessing.
Hugh Seidman
I Do Not Know Myself
I do not know myself
I go to dark and am of dark
Ignorant of myself
I sleep and dream--
But not enlightened
Nor when I wake
And remember dream
All I have not seen
All I will not see again
That I will take to ignorant dark
Desire is unchanged
Year on year it is on
Each page to turn
Each face to love
If I loved
Till the end of the world
It would never be done
Once I was a son
Once I had all the time in the world
Now a day starts
Now it ends
Now a window is dark